Greif comes in waves.

I know that fact all too well.

I was my grandfathers primary caregiver when he was in hospice and shortly after I got engaged he passed away. I spend my first few months as a newly wed in a mix of pure joy and grief. In fact, one of the most vivid memories I have is standing in my new kitchen, making a sandwich, when I suddenly remember something about him and the next thing I know I am bawling in the corner. It took a year but that sadness and despair turns into some else, it becomes bittersweet and I could remember all the good things without feeling overwhelming pain.

Recently, I lost my dog, Peetie. It was a very unexpected and unfair loss. For a long time, I didn’t think I would be able to accept another dog in my life but like most things the unexpected happened and I met Waffles. I can’t help but think that she gave Waffles her seal of approval for me.

A few days ago, Serena wrote a beautiful post on Pretty Fluffy. I hope you all take a moment to read it, feel it, and embrace it.

Thank you Serena, it was an honor to be mentioned in your post. I am thinking of you in these times.